* I'm a failure *

I'm feeling lyke a failure right now.
Blow after blow.
Don't know how long I can hold on to everything.
Seriously, I'm feeling lyke a complete failure.
Not that I have lost all my confidence.
Just feeling so weak to carry on.
Just feeling so discouraged and all.
But yarhs, things are going to be all over in three months time.

It's one month till prelims.
95 more days till A lvls.
Time's running out.
And I know I hafta get thru everything no matter how hard it is.
I'm mugging hard right now.
Kinda hard fer me to transform frm a slacker to a mugger.
But I rmbed dennis yeo's lect on fri.
"Are you hungry?" "how hungry are you?"
I'll survive =)

Hmms.. Wus listening to this old but nice song.. =)

My heart says we've got something real
Can I trust the way I feel
Cuz my heart's been through it before
Am I'm just seeing what I want to see
Or is it true
Could you really be

[Chorus:]
Someone to have and hold
With all my heart and soul
I need to know
Before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
(Who warns) my ups and downs
So tell me now
Before I fall in love

[Verse 2:]And I'm at the point of no return
So afraid of getting burned
But I wanna take a chance
Oh please
Give me a reason to believe
Say you're the one that you'll always be
Someone to have and hold
With all my heart and soul
I need to know
Before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
(Who warns) my ups and downs
So tell me now
Before I fall in love

[Bridge:]
It's been so hard for me
To give my heart away
But I would give my everything
Just to hear you say...
Someone to have and hold
With all my heart and soul
I need to know
Before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
(Who warns) my ups and downs
So tell me now
Before I fall in love . . . . . .

Such nice lyrics.. =)

`I miss him =(